(Notes app, July 4 2018)
Today I wake up wanting to write about every person I’ve ever loved. Where do you go from here--
Plot, climax, denouement, twist, turn, sentence, line, development
who has anything to say about the odyssey of loving another person.
another person who loved me before I was ever good
or as good as I presume
I am now
Pain is information, pain had a story to tell you, the gentlest person, the most erotic pain. the most erotic things about us: stories
Here’s one. the rubber rope, the experiment, the failure and laughter, you look like a mermaid, ankles bound together. I flopped on the bed and you undid me.
To archive my notes and writing notebooks; entires excerpted in random order. Purpose unknown, save for preservation, discovery, and perhaps a pliable (re)engagement with soft ideas.